Shut up; Throw it all away (Missie)

[KITTY AIDEN RIN]

Kitty was running around the Ice rink as usual before her Hockey Practise. Her iPod was plugged into some Panic! at the Disco song that she absolutely loved. She was completely oblivious to the outside world and was wondering what the hell ehr next big book move would be. She still had a book signing next weekend that she would absolutely loath to go to but had to jsut to make some extra cash for herself. Most of her stuff was either getting to be to small because she had outgrown it or just worn out to the point where it was ugly. Kitty always gave everything she had to her dad because he needed it more than she did and she was at the school because her books were wolrd renown.

She sighed as she stopped and took hrr pulse as she mentally counted her beats. She had a lower heart rate than usual which was really good for an athlete. She was barely Paying attention to where she was going before. Thunk! clocked into someone. Of course Kitty didn't fall, but the person she ran into did. She barely even muttered an Apology as she fummbled to catch ehr iPod.

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[MISSIE MCCARTHY]

Missie walked in the gym. She was early for practice but hell, what could you do. At least she was on time for something. Missie had her gym bag swung over her shoulder along with her rancid hoodie. Missie sighed mentally, wondering why she had decided to wear this outfit today of all days. A saftey pin that held her band patches on her torn blue jeans had come uncliped and was poking her in the knee and her combat boots felt heavy on her feet, the padlock was slamming against her chest. She made a mental note to tighten the chain and make it into a choker, Her shirt was too flimsy to be in the ice rink and she was rather cold, but too lazy to put her hoodie on when she'd just be taking it off soon anyway.

One ear bud in her ear blasted Anti-Flag loudly so she didnt hear Kitty making rounds around the Ice Rink. Missie felt the weight hit her before she realized Kitty had slammed into her. Taken Off Guard Missie fell down to the ground on her ass with a thump. Ow, thats going to bruise the tailbone. She felt her bullet belt dig into her thigh. Ouch. She looked up from her spot on the ground, sitting up her arms rested on her upright knees. She watched kitty fumble with her ipod, and not even bother to say sorry. "Oh. It's you. You could at least apologize you know."

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[KITTY AIDEN RIN]

Kitty almost felt like Laughing at Missie. She never apologized and her goalie should know that. She didn't apologize when she knocked someon on their ass and she didn't apologize for giving people concussions when they were trying to hack at Missie after she grabbed the puck. Missie of all people should know that Kitty. Never. Apologized. "Apologize for what." Kitty said rather bitch like even for her. She was already in a Bitch mood thanks to the book Signing thing and now she had to run into her Faveuorite Person in the world. Fuck her life.

She knew Missie was Dating Lake and she knew she saw her flirting with Reid. In Kitty's books that either made her a floozy or a Slut. You don't date guy and then start flirting with another. It pissed Kitty off to no extent and it was the reason why she didn't date. She had waaaaaaaaaaaaaay to many trust issues for that. You gonna get up or stay on your back like usual." kitty said shoving her iPod into the side of her shorts. It stayed put and Kitty wasn't afraid of people looking at her with a weird look in their eyes because she just didnt give two shits

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Missie rolled her eyes at the girl, She knew Kitty didnt apologize on the ice but this wasnt the ice, they were teammates and as much a Missie didnt buy Kittys Omg Look at me. Im so badass attitude She'd tried her best to be pleasent to her. "Oh Nothing, Just for being rude." Missie said cooly.

Missie scowled at the girl when she made her next comment. Missie stood up and dusted herself off. "Oh Ho Ho. Your real funny emo kid, Why don't you go cut yourself." Missie replied picking her hoodie up, along with her bag and her ipod. She turned the orange piece of technology over making sure it wasnt scratched, Levi had worked his ass off mowing lawns to buy it for her birthday, and she wasnt about to let some stupid girl mess it up.

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Kitty clenched and unclenched her fists at the Emo comment. Nobody brought that up without expecting a punch in the face but Kitty was on the verge of suspension for the last time, she didn't need a repeat. "Funny, real hillarious Missie. At least when I ahve a nast Habit I know when to quit." Kitty said but she completely meant the cutting. No one knew about her smoking except Spencer, Daniel, and the guys who bought her the ciggies.

"I wonder what would happen to the team if I just decided the goalie wasn't worth protecting anymore? Getting slap shots to the arm. Rememebr that? Bruise the size of a hockey puck and I still kept playing. Fun shit. Anyways I wonder what It's like when I'm going to be older? I dont know if I'll stick to the writing Career but it would leave more time for kids, that is if I decide to keep them anyways. Abortions aren't that expensive right? I mean not that you would know but, I'm sure you've thought of the possibilty of getting Pregnant right?" Kitty said as cooly and as Icely as possible without making it seem like she knew about the Abortion

The girls got changed together and Kitty was attentive so she noticed Scars and birthmarks and such. Missie had the scar and Kitty knew it wasn't from some freak accident

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Missie rolled her eyes again, She had to stop meeting people who made her eyes roll. They were really going to be stuck like that. "You know kitty, Surgeon Generals Warning says commenting on my smoking can cause bleeding to the face and broken ribs." Missie might have not been raised to fight, but on the inner city streets of LA, did you really have a choice?

Missie couldnt help but wince when she mentioned abortion. Missie had regretted her decision, had spent many nights crying pre-surgery and post-surgery. She felt ashamed, her I am who I am attitude didnt cover that much baggage. She'd been so ashamed she didnt even tell Levi or Kail, She knew Levi's religious beliefs would make it that much harder. Missie couldnt let kitty see the pain the comment had evoked, and quickly regained her cool.
"Well I hope you do. The last thing this world needs is your passing on your genetics." It look a lot for Missie to say that no where did she condone the act of getting pregnant and just ridding yourself of the child.

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This time Kitty did Snort. "Yeah I heard, did they ask you how many Castration Victims they've had since I'v come to this school?" Kitty asked cockily and she wanst even kidding. A lot of guys had lsot their manhood because they ahd hit on ehr and the only time she didn't hurt someone was when Daniel was around and lord knows he should probablly come around soon.

"Who said I was talking about smoking?" Kitty asked her eyes narrowing like a cat. she saw the slight change when Missie had replied about the baby comment "I'de rather have no guys then a bed full of them and lucky for me I dont have any guys" She said stretching as she stared at the ice. She knew the scars were pretty damn visible but she didn't care. It agve people another reason to stay away and it gave her another reason for her trust issues to build up. "I have enough Trust issues anyways, trusting me with a kid? This spell Post Pardum Physchosis all over it." she said. It was worst than Post pardum Depression, waaaay worse.

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Missie put her hands on her hips. "You know, I dont buy into your tortured soul act. Seriously get over yourself." Missie was growing tired of listening to Kitty droan on and on about her life, because Missie didnt give two shits where the girl ended up after graduation, married, sucessful, in a ditch somewhere. "I think through this whole conversation all ive heard you make referance to is your "trust" issues, and how tough you are." Missie flipped a cigarette out of her pack and lit it, she didnt care they were inside or on school grounds. Another detention? Oh Gods No. Expelled? Oh Well.

"And though I have No reason to justify myself to your whiney ass, I dont have a bed full of men." Missie inhaled the smoke and let her bag and hoodie drop to the floor. She exhaled the smoke fully from her lungs and flicked the ash off the end of the cigarette. "So If you want my opinion sweetie. Id stop talking and fucking do something."

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Kitty stared at Missie and her narrowed eyes looked even mroe Cat like then ever. She didn't respond but there were waves of Anger and Rage rolling off of her body as she stared Missie in they eye. Fucking Screw the suspension, expultion and pssible trip to jail, Kitty was about to punch a bitch. "I'll do soemthing alright." Kitty said and without warning her fist made impact into the side of Missies face wtih a sickening Crack noise. It wasn't enough to knock Missie out but it was enough to cause her enough pain and suffering for ehr to bite her tongue the next time she spoke to kitty.

"Whatever the fuck you think of me now, rethink it. My life isn't going anywhere good. You're life isn't going to be any better so quit the bullshit and grow up." Kitty said not even rubbing her knuckles. The pain was numbing and didn't affect her anymore. It's the reason she was always playing rough sports, always trying to prove herself to the school

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Missie felt the impact hit her cheek, the tender flesh on the side against her cheek tore against her teeth and she tasted blood. Her eyes narrowed at the girl, "Dont you get it bitch, I dont care where your lifes headed." Missie slammed her fist into the girls abdomen, with at least enough force to knock the wind out of her and make her double over in pain.

Missie spit the blood in her mouth out onto the ground. She was pissed that'd probably have some bruising on her cheek for her and Lake's date now. Though she had to respect the girl fot not being like omg bitch and pulling her hair the way girls so often did.