KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Mar 31, 2010 19:18:34 GMT -5
Kitty was getting really sick and tired of Gym class right about now. Not only did they make her play there girlie games of Tag but they even made her sit out after she had pegged someone in the nose with a Dodge ball. It wasn't her fault that the other girl was slow! She sighed as the Teacher made her leave early because she had hit another girl in the face during Dodge ball. They Had slow reflexes, and to Kitty that just meant that they sucked more than they already did. She sighed and was sure as hell Glad she had remembered to grab Her bag before she walked out of class. Gym was her last class of the day and she wasn't going to bother changing before she got back to the dorms. Kitty might have only been sixteen but she was about as strong as any grown man and as mature as any adult out there. She also picked up a nasty smoking habit from her dad and even though she was only sixteen she still got her ciggies. She walked out the door and waited right outside the gym doors. She wasn't about to leave without a smoke right now and she wasn't going back to her hell hole dorm without one. She pulled out a Smoke and lit it as she breathed in the sweet nicotine that her body craved so much. She heard someone walk by her as she turned in the person direction and glared at them. She wasn't going to talk with A Ciggy in her mouth right now. Outfit!
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SPENCER ROMO
It takes my breathe away, what you do so naturally.[ss:skin2]
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Post by SPENCER ROMO on Apr 3, 2010 18:49:14 GMT -5
Spencer was walking for the simple hell of it. He wassupposed to be taking gym right now, but because of his condition, he was excused and was allowed to just wander the campus. Spencer supposed it was for the best, he hated gym and sports in general. So if his little heart got him out of it, well he guessed that was okay. He spotted Kitty waited outside the gym and his heart nearly skipped a beat, which would have been bad so thank god it didn't. But his face adopted a startled expression at her sudden glare. The Spencer spotted the cigarrette in her mouth. Oh jesus...
"Hey, Kitty, can you put that out? You trying to kill me or something?" Spencer said almost thoughtlessly. No student at Brightwood knew about his condition, only teachers. Spencer made sure that if they found out, his dad would sue the school. But Spencer also had a lowered immune sytem because of that, smoke sent him into long, harsh fits of coughing. Spencer placed a hand firmly over his nose and mouth, just barely gettting air in.
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KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Apr 3, 2010 20:59:37 GMT -5
Kitty sighed when she realised it was spencer and put out her ciggy when he asked her too. He always made her feel Guilty as hell for smoking and after she put it out she hid her wirsts behind her back out of habit. She didn't like people stareing at them and she hated when Spencer did. Kitty Liked him and the last thing she wanted to do was screw that over but she still had one little problem. She didn't trust anyone but Daniel and her cat, and her heart was made of ice. These were the things preventing her from leading a perfectly normal life.
"Sorry Spence, You gonna guilt trip me again?" She asked rather harshley, even for her. Why did she have to be such a itch? Because she was afraid of getting hurt and abandoned again. She loved her dad and she was practically supporting them both on her books, which were thankfully really popular right now. "They kicked me out of gym again, Stupid bitches don't know how to play right." She said leaning on the back wall. Her glare was more toned down now to a very minimum icey sttare. It would only give someone chills. Her eyes were narrow so it always seemed like she was glaring or squinting so Kitty preffered Glaring.
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SPENCER ROMO
It takes my breathe away, what you do so naturally.[ss:skin2]
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Post by SPENCER ROMO on Apr 3, 2010 21:37:45 GMT -5
Spencer shrugged and removed his hand once she had stomped out the foul substance. Even if he didn't have that damned heart condition, he'd hate cigarettes. They were nasty, horrid little things. "Most likely, that stuff will people around more though. We don't get the lovely filters that you do," Spencer said as he reached up to pinch Kitty's cheeks.
"And maybe you just need to go play with the boys, girls here are somewhat spoiled you know," he said. He was referring to the pretties, who downright frightened Spencer most of the time.
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KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Apr 3, 2010 21:53:07 GMT -5
Kitty slapped Spencer's hand away when he pinched her cheeks before she rubbed them. Not even her grandmothers attempted to try and pinch ehr cheeks anymore, she scared them to much. "Knock it off Spence, I'm already pissed off because I havw a deadline to meet and I can't seem to finish the last chapter." Kitty grummbled still rubbing her cheeks. She had a high pain tolerance but this was more to cover up her blushing than anything.
"I play Football and Hockey with the guys, I'm not allowed to have Phys-ed with them because the school thinks it's because I wanna drool all over them." Kitty said making it evident that she would do no such drooling over any boy. She barely drooled over Spencer, and he was an inspiration for one of the main characters in her book Series. He didn't know that and Kitty wanted to keep it a secret
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SPENCER ROMO
It takes my breathe away, what you do so naturally.[ss:skin2]
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Post by SPENCER ROMO on Apr 4, 2010 11:18:57 GMT -5
Spencer laughed. Kitty? Drooling over guys? That was downright silly. Kitty didn't drool over the guys, she kicked them in the balls when they drooled over her. "Then the school is stupid," he said. He leaned on the wall, head touching the wall. He could feel his blood pump through his skull whenever he did that, so he was listening to his numbered heartbeats. It probably wasn't helping that Kitty made Spencer's heart race everytime she was near him. But, Spencer didn't care if he died a little earlier because of it, he was glad if he was able to spend time with Kitty. Couldn't think of the last chapter huh? He liked Kitty's books, they were his favorites. Not even because she wrote them, no they were just amazing. Just like her.
]"Well, tell me what's going on and I'llsee if I can help," he said, looking down at Kitty.
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KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Apr 4, 2010 11:55:41 GMT -5
Kitty smiled and Snorted at the comment about the school ebing stupid. It was true. The school was full of stupid rich kids who thought they could get by on looks and Gossip like the Pretties.... And the Sophies. She was a little surprised when Spencer said that he would see if he could help and that made her smile again, something Kitty rarely did now a days.
"Well it's the next book in the Hey Kitten Series, and one of the last ones I think. It's when Kit finds out the guy she likes has cancer and is going to die in a few years. She finds out because she overheard him and a nurse talking about it but because She's portrayed as tough heartless girl she has no Idea what to do. I'm at the point where She's talking to him about something and she really wants to tell him how she feels before it's to late, I've never experience anything Like that so whatever I write sounds so force and Awkward." Kitty said sighing and wishing she could smoke another Ciggy, but she didn't feel like getting guilt tripped twice in a day by the guy she was basicaly in love with.
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SPENCER ROMO
It takes my breathe away, what you do so naturally.[ss:skin2]
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Post by SPENCER ROMO on Apr 4, 2010 12:11:17 GMT -5
Spencer arched an eyebrow at Kitty. Now that sounded earily familiar. And as far as Kitty knew, he wasn't dying. Besides, he didn't go to the nurse here, that'd be stupid. He went to a hospital twice a month for a check up. "All right, how about this. He figures out that she knows, and tells her that he loves her. But he can't be with her, because he's going to die soon, and he'd only break her heart. He wants her to be happy, but knows that if he were with her, he'd only end up making her cry," Spencer said solemnly. He loved Kitty, and she was the one person he put first out of everyone he knew. He didn't want to see her cry, and he knew he'd see her cry multiple times if they were together.
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KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Apr 4, 2010 12:21:45 GMT -5
Kitty thought about what Spencer said and it made sense. She could already see the scenes going down in her head and smiled at the end result. "But Wouldn't he end up making her Cry Anyways? She loves him and he loves her but he pretty much said they had no chance with eachother because he's going to die. Wouldn't that just make her more upset, or more determined to amek their time Together mroe meaningfull?" Kitty asked watching Several different Scenes swirl by in her mind. One they ended up kissing, another Kit ended up crying and in the final scene Both of them ended up walking away Angrily.
"The guy she's in love with is the only one to ever break through her Herat of ice, to amke ehr smile and laugh and feel warmth instead of just cold. Wouldn't it completely Crush her that they couldn't be together?" Kitty said again thinking about what would happen if that ever happened with her and Spencer. Kitty thought that she might Cry and go back to cutting herself like she did after the divorce. Spencer was the only one to ever touch ehr heart of ice and leave a permanent mark on it. Daniel ahd to but they would never be anything more than friends becaus eKitty didn't like him like that plus Daniel was gay. "I honeslty don't want to imagine that happening to me, I might Cut My-" Kitty caught herself and pressed her wrists farther behind her. Nobody but Daniel kenw about the cutting and nobody but Daniel Ever would.
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SPENCER ROMO
It takes my breathe away, what you do so naturally.[ss:skin2]
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Post by SPENCER ROMO on Apr 4, 2010 12:35:18 GMT -5
Spencer nodded at her explanation. What she said made sense. But that was for cancer, he'd have a miracle of the chemo SUDDENLY working. Spencer was different. He couldn't get another transplant, he was just a ticking clock waiting to ring one last time. "Yeah, but he'd probably tell her that she'll find another to love as time went on, and it would be less painful if she didn't have the loss of one lover to hinder her. Better to leave her heart frozen than- Wait. Cut your...?" Spencer trailed off, finally catching her words. Cutting her what? Then Spencer noticed her pulling her wrists behind her back. Oh no... "Kitty, you aren't," he said. Spencer reached to pull one of her arms from behind her back, and revealed the scars.
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KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Apr 4, 2010 12:42:31 GMT -5
Kitty Winced a little as Spencer pulled one for ehr arms from behind ehr back. Dammit All! Why hadn't she worn her writs warmers today? Or at least gloves or sweatbands or something! She scowled and refused to look Spencer in the eye when she replied. "Not anymore. It was after the divorce and I couldn't... I couldn't handle all that Stress." She said, her eyes as dry as could be. She hadn't cried over the divorce, or her cutting herself, in two years. She wasn't about to start crying again. It made her seem weak and emotional and like every other girl in this school. It also made it seem like she needed people when she didn't. She didn't need anyone because she knew they would just bandon her in the end like her mother had.
"My dad runs a Gym but that doesn't make enough to send me here and Pay the bills. My wiritng made plenty of Cash and most, if not all, goes to him. I have always been a daddy's girl but when it comes down to it I just... I couldn't handle all of it at once." She said feeling her dry eyes sting. It was what happened when she wanted to cry but she wouldn't, she couldn't, not infront of Spencer at least
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SPENCER ROMO
It takes my breathe away, what you do so naturally.[ss:skin2]
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Post by SPENCER ROMO on Apr 4, 2010 12:53:44 GMT -5
Spencer pulled Kitty to him, holding her head against his chest. He ran a hand through her dark hair as his other arm wrapped around her in a hug. "Kitty, I'm so sorry. You should never have had to deal with all that. It's to much. People under the age of twenty-four aren't meant to deal with all this kid of stress, sometimes even older than that," he said, thinking about his mom who had run off and abandoned him and his family when he only got five years maybe less to live. He wanted to lift her burden, but he couldn't he was too weak for her. Both physically and mentally. He couldn't be strong for her, he could barely be strong for himself. Spencer was a mess behind his stoic face. He was scared, sad, and angry at everything. But what could would it be to show those? No good to anyone. It wouldn't lengthen his life, it wouldn't bring his mother back, it wouldn't make Kitty happy. All it did was make people sad and worrisome.
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KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Apr 4, 2010 13:01:20 GMT -5
Kitty was shocked at the hug and she felt the tears start to slide off her face. "Shit! I'm sorry. I don't... I'm not...Please don't tell anyone about this." Kitty said feeling the teasr roll of ehr face Silently. She had never been one of those loud whiny kids who sobbed loud enough to wake the neighbour hood, no, Kitty was a Silent cryer but right now she was sobbing. She burried her face in Spencer's chest and tried to stop crying but she couldn't, instead she bit her bottom lip and let the tears flow.
"I couldn't deal with... I still can't. I'm afraid of rejection, of trusting people. I'm afraid soemone will come into my life, love me, then just as soon abandon me. I make up for my Insecurities by Shutting everyone out and freezing ym heart over. I-I'm not strong enough and I don't think I ever will be." Kitty said leaning onto Spencer for Support. Why did she have to be so weak right now? More importantly why hadn't she kicked Spencer in the balls for hugging her yet? She did to every other guy, so why was Spencer so Different?
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SPENCER ROMO
It takes my breathe away, what you do so naturally.[ss:skin2]
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Post by SPENCER ROMO on Apr 4, 2010 13:09:09 GMT -5
Spencer continued to pet Kitty's hair, comforting her. "Ssh, ssh, of course I won't. Don't want to ruin your street cred do I?" he said, teasing half hazardly. He listened to her say that she couldn't handle it. Ah, she was one of those. "Well, at least you don't run when things get tough. I think it's brave of you for sticking around when things get tough and hard, stupid for injuring yourself like you did, but strong for staying. I respect that, I hate when people abandon people because they can't deal with people leaving them, people they love just up and abandoning her even if he doen't have a choice in the matter. Even though he needs her to be there for him because he's scared and doesn't know what to do. When all he wants is his mom to hug him and tell him that he's going to be all right, that he's only going to a better place, and they'd see eachother there," he said bitterly and forlornly. He missed his mom, thought about her every day. And she just left him because she couldn't take his dying.
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KITTY AIDEN RIN
I love the Way you know who you are and to me it's exciting[ss:skin2]
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Post by KITTY AIDEN RIN on Apr 4, 2010 13:20:46 GMT -5
Kitty blnked away a few more tears as she quickly regeained her Composure. She ahd to be strong, for her dad, for Spencer and for Herself. "Y-Your mom left too?" She asked sniffleing a little and wiping some of the left over tears away from her eyes. "Mine left because she hated how big a Tomboy I was and when my sister was of age she took her and ran. Dad wasn't... He wasn't the same for a while. If I was different, If I had been girlier and a better daughter than maybe she wouldn't h-have left and we w-would all be a Family again." Kitty said thinking about it. She had always blamed herself for the divorce but she never said anything like that to her dad because it would have broken his heart to see her like that. He didn't even know about the cutting Only Daniel, and now Spencer, knew about it as well as some of the nursers and Guidance Counelours. IF kitty had been different maybe her mom might have stayed and they could ahve been happy btu Kitty loved how she was now, and she loved playing sports and being a Tomboy. If ehr mom didn't like that well that was her problem.
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